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Snowie5879
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(6/22/03 7:52 pm)
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Chapter Seventeen: Dark As Night
Here's the next chapter! Enjoy!

Snowie:)

Chapter Seventeen: Dark As Night

        “What’s going on?” Hinkley asked as they hurried out of the police station. The ran to Doug’s patrol car, which was parked at the curb. Doug waved Hinkley to the driver’s side and headed for the passenger side.

        “Larry Anderson’s going after my brother,” Doug said as he got into the car. Hinkley’s eyes widened and he hurriedly got into the driver’s seat. He started the car, flipping on the lights and siren and then looked at Doug. “Jay,” Doug said. His eyes piercing. “I want you to drive like you would if it was your son that psycho was going after. You got that!?”

        “Got it,” Hinkley said. He slammed the car into gear and pealed out into traffic.

        Doug grabbed his cell phone and quickly dialed the B&B’s number. He cursed when he was thrown against the door as Hinkley squealed around a corner. “C’mon! Pick up!” He muttered anxiously. He cursed again as the answering machine came on. They either weren’t there to answer the phone or they couldn’t. He didn’t want to think about what either scenario could mean.

        He turned to Hinkley again. “You’ve got to get me there Jay!”

        “I’m working on it Doug!” Hinkley said through gritted teeth as he swerved around a car. “@#%$!” He muttered, jerking the wheel back to the right, barely making it in time to avoid the truck that had been coming towards them. Doug was thrown to the side, his head contacting the window with a dull thump.

        “Damnit!” Doug said, rubbing his head.

        “Sorry,” Hinkley muttered.

        “Don’t worry about it,” Doug said. “Just drive.” He picked up the phone again and hit redial. “C’mon Pace! Be there!” He was sick at the thought of Pacey having to face Larry again, especially without warning. “Hang in there Pace,” he said softly. “This time, I’ll protect you.”

*~*POTTER B&B*~*

        “Pacey,” Joey gasped. “Pacey, who is he?”

        “Mama’s oldest son,” Pacey said, not taking his eyes off of Larry’s face. “He killed Meg.”

        “Oh,” Joey said, her eyes widening in horror. She also knew that this was it. This was Pacey’s worst fears coming true. Sally Anderson was striking back at him, even from behind bars.

        “It’s so nice to be remembered for your deeds,” Larry said, smiling. “Meg was certainly a pretty girl, wasn’t she Sonny boy? Too bad she let her heart rule her head and betrayed us. It was a shame that she had to be punished so…”

        Pacey flinched, but let no other sign of his anger show on his face. The last thing that he wanted was to let Larry know that he was getting to him. His mind raced, looking for any avenue of escape. He couldn‘t think of anything. He looked at Joey. If there was only some way to save her, he wouldn’t care what Larry did to him. It wasn’t likely that Larry would give her up, but it was worth a chance. It was time to throw himself to the wolves. “Let her go Larry. I’ll do anything you want me to, just let her go.”

        “That’s sweet kid. Really,” Larry said. “But see, I want to do something that’ll hurt you… and hurt you badly. Now, the more you beg me to let her go, the more she‘ll seem to mean to you… and the more I’ll hurt her. You get what I’m saying?”

        Pacey looked at Joey, his eyes begging her to forgive him. He then turned his attention to Larry, his eyes flashing with anger. “You’re one sick bastard, you know that Larry? I mean, you get your kicks out of hurting kids who can’t fight back. You’re pathetic.”

        Larry’s eyes narrowed, but he smiled. “You forget yourself, Sonny. I know you far too well to fall for any of your stupid little tricks. You’re trying to buy time. You know that the longer we stay here, the better your chances are. It’s not gonna work.” He grabbed Joey roughly by the arm. She whimpered softly as he jammed the gun into her side and Pacey paled. “So let’s go.”

        Pacey put his hands up. “Just tell me where,” he said softly.

        “Thatta boy,” Larry said with a smirk. “You go first.” He nodded towards the door. “And we’ll follow.”

        Pacey took a deep breath and walked slowly for the door, his heart dropping in his chest. It was like being thrown back a year. He was once again at the whim of the people who had stolen so many years for him… And this time he was dragging someone he loved down with him.

        He opened the front door and walked out onto the porch. He could hear Joey and Larry following him. “Where do you want me to go?” He asked when he reached the steps.

        “Down to the dock,” Larry said.

        Pacey looked over at the dock and a new fear raced through him. There was a motorboat there. How or when it had gotten there, he didn’t know. The important thing was that it was there. Pacey knew that if they ended up on that boat, their chances of living dropped dramatically...

        Pacey spun around when he heard Joey cry out in pain. He glared at Larry. “What did you do!?”

        “Just hurrying you along,” Larry said, giving Joey’s arm another twist. She didn’t cry out this time, but Pacey could see the pain in her face. She looked up at him, her eyes filled with tears and Pacey felt an anger unlike anything that he had ever felt before. If only Larry didn’t have that gun… Pacey stopped that thought before it went any further. Larry did have the gun and that put him in charge. “I’m going,” Pacey said hurriedly. He walked down the steps and made his way towards the dock.

        Larry laughed as he followed. “Who would’ve guessed that all it took to keep the little hellion in line was a pretty little thing like this.” Joey bit her lip as Larry ran the barrel of the gun down her face. His hand on her arm made her skin crawl, but she was afraid to do or say anything that might make things worse than they already were. “You still haven’t figured it out, have you Sonny boy?” Pacey turned to look at them and Joey could see the struggle on his face. Larry smiled, knowing that he was causing pain. “You’ll never win. I know what you’re thinking. You’re trying to figure a way out of this … But there is no way out of this. You may have gotten your name back, but your soul’s mine… And the only place you’re going is hell.”

        Joey watched as Pacey’s shoulder’s slumped in defeat and she felt her heart break for him. She could see that Larry’s words were throwing Pacey back into a time where he’d had no power… no control. She had to do something…

        Joey took a deep breath and stopped short, driving her elbow into Larry’s side. Larry let out a short gasp, but didn’t loosen his grip on her arm. Pacey’s eye’s widened in horror as Larry turned to Joey with anger burning in his eyes. “No!” Pacey yelled as Larry raised the gun and brought it down hard on Joey’s head, knocking her cold.

        A scream of rage built from deep inside him as Joey slumped to the deck. He jumped forward without thought. Larry turned the gun toward Pacey, but he was too late. Pacey swiped at his arm, knocking it to the side and the gun flew out of his grasp. They watched as it skittered across the deck before slipping silently into the dark water.

        “How about that?” Pacey said coldly. “You lost your gun.”

        “I can kill you just as easily without it,” Larry said, his eyes narrowing in anger. Did this stupid boy actually think that he relied on a gun to kill people? That took all the fun out of it.

        “Really?” Pacey said lightly. “How would you know? This is the first time you’ve come near me where there hasn’t been a gun pointed at my back. Maybe I’ll surprise you.”

        “Or maybe I’ll slit your throat,” Larry said with a grin, pulling his favorite knife out it’s sheath. It glinted menacingly in the sun… and so did his eyes. He glanced down at Joey’s still form and his grin took on an extra evil glint. “And then maybe I’ll get to know your pretty little girlfriend very, very well before I slit hers.”

        Pacey’s eyes narrowed. He wasn’t going to let that happen. Not this time. “You’re not going to touch her ever again Larry!”

        Larry laughed. “You’re not going to win this Sonny boy. You don’t stand a chance.”

        That was all that Pacey could take. He was tired of listening to Larry. Tired of living in fear of the man. It was time to take his life back. He sprang forward and was on Larry before the older man even knew what was happening.

        Larry stumbled backward, surprised by Pacey’s total disregard for the knife in his hand… and by the force behind the fist that rammed into his chin. He quickly recovered from the surprise and shook off the punch, dropping into a fighter’s stance. He circled Pacey meaningfully, moving the blade from side to side, waiting for his opponents next move. He didn’t have long to wait.

        Pacey rushed forward, again ignoring the deadly knife that Larry held. He ignored the pain as it sliced through his shirt into the flesh of his arm and landed a quick punch to Larry’s abdomen and another to the back of Larry’s neck as the man doubled over. Larry collapsed to the ground and lay there, gasping for breath.

        Pacey had been right when he implied that Larry had no idea what he was truly capable of… Or what freedom from six years of hell could mean to a person. Pacey wasn’t about to let him win again. He kicked the knife out of Larry’s hand and then landed a well placed kick to his face.

        Larry rolled over on his back and looked up at Pacey, a look of pain and disbelief on his face. The brat couldn’t have brought him to the ground! It was impossible!

        Pacey picked up the knife from where it had fallen and turned it over thoughtfully in his hands. He smiled softly, and began to speak, his voice cold with an emotion that was beyond explanation. “How does it feel to lay helpless at the feet of a man who has absolutely no pity for you, huh Larry? A man who would like nothing better then to kill you but cutting you apart, bit, by teeny, tiny bit? Is it a nice feeling?” Larry was silent as he looked up at Pacey, knowing, on some level, that he was about to die. “’Cause see, personally, I never liked it much. The hitting. The cutting. The kicking when I was already bruised and bloody on the floor, barely conscious… Here’s something I betcha didn’t realize, Larry. You wanna know why they say that you shouldn’t hit a man when he’s down?” Pacey crouched down next to Larry and ran the knife down the other man’s arm, drawing blood. He stared at the cut for a moment, mesmerized by the bright red color of the blood… and by the pleasure it gave him to see Larry wince. “It’s cause they might get back up again.”

        Pacey lifted the knife up and Larry closed his eyes, waiting for the blow to come. When it came, it wasn’t in the way he expected. Pacey brought the knife down, but handle first on Larry’s head, knocking him cold.

        Pacey stood and looked down at the man who had haunted his life and his dreams for so long. “I may hate you, but there’s no way in hell I’m going to jail for you.” He turned and threw the knife into the bushes. As the sound of approaching sirens sounded in the distance he turned and walked to Joey’s still form, feeling more free than he had in a long time. He knelt down beside her and gently brushed her hair out of her face. “Jo?” He said softly.

        Joey moved slightly, a low moan coming from her throat. Her eyes fluttered open and she looked up at Pacey. There was confusion in her eyes for a moment and then everything that had happened rushed back to her and she sat up straight, looking around frantically. She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Larry lying a few feet away, unconscious but breathing. “What happened?” She asked softly, rubbing the back of her head.

        “You decided to play hero,” Pacey said, holding out his arms to her. She leaned into his embrace thankfully and he cradled her against his chest. “And I kicked some ass.”

        Joey smiled softly. “I knew that you wouldn’t let him beat you Pacey. You’re strong. So much stronger than him… so much stronger than her.”

        “I didn’t think so,” Pacey said softly. “I didn’t think that there was any way that I could ever beat her…”

        “But you can, just by knowing that she can’t beat you. Knowing that she can’t break you… And she can’t break you, Pacey! She tried for six years and she couldn’t do it. She’s not going to now.”

                Make me a witness
                Take me out
                Out of darkness
                Out of doubt
                I won’t weigh you down with good intention
                Won’t make fire out of clay
                Or other inventions


        Pacey rested his cheek against Joey’s hair and sighed. “She can’t beat me,” he said simply, and in saying it, accepted it as fact.

        Pacey looked up as his brother’s police car careened into Joey’s driveway. They watched as Doug and Hinkley jumped from the car and raced towards them. “Pace?” Doug called, slowing to a walk as he got close enough to the scene to see that there was no present danger to his brother or Joey.

        “I’m okay, Doug,” Pacey said. “And don’t worry. I didn’t kill him… As much as I wanted to…”

        Doug closed his eyes for a moment and sighed in relief. He might not have gotten there in time to save his brother… But Pacey had been able to save himself… and in many ways that was better. It happened the way that it needed to. “Hinkley?” Doug said.

        “Got it,” Hinkley said, pulling out his cuffs and approaching the still unconscious Larry. He handcuffed him, ignoring the injuries Pacey had inflicted. There was no way that he was going to let this guy get away… Especially not because of some well deserved cuts and bruises.

                Will we burn in heaven
                Like we do down here?
                Will the change come while we’re waiting?
                Everyone is waiting…


        Doug continued over to Pacey and Joey. “You two okay?”

        “Joey has a massive bump on her head,” Pacey said.

        “And you’re bleeding!” Joey said, noticing the knife wound on Pacey’s arm.

        “Just a scratch,” Pacey said dismissively.

        “A scratch that’ll need stitches,” Doug said, looking the wound over. “Hey Jay?”

        “Yeah Doug?” Hinkley said.

        “I need to take these two to the hospital. Will you be okay here alone? My Dad should be here soon with the cavalry.”

        “Sure,” Hinkley said. “He’s not going anywhere… And if he tries… well, I have plenty of bullets and he has plenty of limbs.”

        Doug allowed a small grin to creep across his face and then became serious again. “Tell Dad that they’re all right, but we’re going to the hospital to get them checked out and fixed up.”

        “No problem,” Hinkley said.

        “C’mon,” Doug said, helping Pacey and Joey to their feet. “Let’s get out of here.”

        Pacey put his arm around Joey, half supporting, half holding her. Together they turned and looked at Larry one more time. Then without another word they turned and followed Doug to the car.

                And when we’re done soul searching
                And we carried the weight and died for the cause
                Is misery made beautiful right before our eyes?
                Will mercy be revealed, or blind us where we stand?


*~*LATER THAT DAY*~*
*~*POLICE STATION*~*

        Pacey walked into the visitor’s room and sat down in the chair that the officer had indicated. He took a deep breath and watched the door that she would come through. When it opened he waited for the look that he knew he would see. The same look that he had seen so many time. Surprise that he was still alive, still standing… Surprise that he had survived, body and spirit.

        “Hello Mama,” Pacey said softly, his voice betraying little.

        “Where’s Larry?” Mama asked warily.

        Pacey laughed shortly. “It was a nice try, Mama. Really. But all it accomplished was getting Larry in a cell right down the hall from you… For the time being anyway.”

        “What does that mean?” Mama asked, an emotion that could almost be called fear entering her voice for the first time.

        “He’ll soon be on his way to Virginia,” Pacey said. “To face the charges against him there… You know, for the murder of Megan Spaulding.” Mama blanched. “That’s right Mama,“ Pacey continued. “You should really be careful where you kill people. Virginia has the death penalty, you know. They haven’t actually carried out an execution in a while, but I think when the jury hears what Larry did to Meg before he killed her, they’ll be more than happy to send him to the gas chamber… or however it is that they kill people down there.”

                Will we burn in heaven
                Like we do down here?
                Will a change come while we’re waiting?
                Everyone is waiting…


        “You’ll pay for this, Sonny boy!” Mama snarled.

        “You know what? You don’t scare me anymore Ms. Anderson,” Pacey said coldly. “Cause I know that no matter what you do, you’re not going to beat me… Cause I’m not going to let you. You can hurt me. You can even kill me, but you won’t beat me, because I WILL NOT let you destroy me! So save your meaningless threats, because I’m going to walk out of here and live my life no matter what you say. You can’t touch me anymore!” Pacey turned and walked out of the visitor’s room, ignoring her as she called after him.

        “Get back here, Sonny boy! I’m not done talking to you yet! Sonny!” Mama stared at his retreating back in disbelief, unable to believe that he was walking away. She made one final attempt. “Pacey!”

        Pacey paused for a moment, but didn’t turn around. “Goodbye Mama,” he said softly and walked out of the room.

        Mama watched him go in shock, knowing that he was right. She wasn’t going to beat him. She had spent six years trying to break him and she had never succeeded. He had held tightly to his identity. To his life. He was stronger than she had imagined. Stronger than she had ever been willing to admit.

                Will we burn in heaven
                Like we do down here?
                Will a change come while we’re waiting?
                Everyone is waiting…

SnoozyC
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(6/23/03 10:13 am)
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Re: Chapter Seventeen: Dark As Night
WoooHoooo! Go Pacey! :D

In fact, go Pacey and Joey! :lol

I was so proud of both of them - they were both so brave and I agree it's absolutely what Pacey needed to do - confronting Larry and then Mama Sal, otherwise he'd have been terrified for the rest of his life.

Loving this!

Angel608J
Loves Pacey and Joey
Posts: 46
(6/26/03 9:30 pm)
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Excellent
You know, I held my breath again, just like I did the first time while reading those updates. :o

You have no idea how happy I am that Pacey stood up to both those bastards! I wish death to everyone who harmed my dear sweet Pacey!

I adore every word of this story, and I think you already know my feelings about the sequel that you're writing. Which I know I still have to read that update and I'll do it tomorrow and sing your praises for that as well. ;)

Excellent!

Angel

Snowie5879
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(9/4/03 8:38 pm)
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Chapter Eighteen: Wash Away Those Years
Here's the next chapter! Sorry that it's been so long. Thanks for reading everyone! I'm glad you're enjoying the story!

Just the epilogue left after this one!

Snowie:)

Chapter Eighteen: Wash Away Those Years

        It was harder than he had expected to walk out of the visitor’s room. Not because he had anything more to say to Sally Anderson. That was over and he had meant every word that he had said to her. She hadn’t beaten him and she never would… It was just… What now?

        Knowing that she hadn’t beaten him didn’t take away the years of pain that he had endured at her hands. In reality, it didn’t change much of anything… At least not about the past. Those years were still there… and so was the pain.

        Pacey stood outside the door to the visitor’s room, silent and still, his mind hundreds of miles away… He wished sometimes that he could be hundreds of miles away… And alone. Sometimes he wanted nothing so much as he wanted to be alone.

        That didn’t change how he felt about his family, or his friends… Or Joey. It was just that sometimes everything was too much. Sometimes the love he felt for them hurt so much that all he wanted to do was get as far away from them as possible… Or hold onto them so tightly that nothing would ever again be able to separate him from them…

        He didn’t know which of those things scared him more… The need to get away, or the absolute dependence he had on them… On her…

        “Pacey?” His mother asked, her voice full of worry.

        Pacey looked up and managed to smile reassuringly at his mother. “I’m okay Mom.”

        “What did she say…?”

        “Nothing that can hurt me anymore,” Pacey said reassuringly. It wasn’t quite a lie. Her words were meaningless now, though her actions still tore at his soul. “Where’s Dad?”

        “He’s talking to the FBI,” Beth said, looking at her son uncertainly. She could tell that there was something wrong, but she knew better than to push. “How’s your arm?”

        Pacey touched his bandaged arm absently. “Fine,” he said vaguely. “Dougie?”

        “He drove Joey home. She said to tell you that she and CJ will be waiting for you when you’re ready.”

        Pacey nodded, his eyes unfocused, his expression blank. “Okay.”

        “Pacey…”

        Pacey continued to stare straight ahead. “Yeah?”

        “Are you okay?”

        Pacey nodded, his expression remaining blank. “Yeah. I’m fine.”

        “Pace…?”

        This time Pacey could hear the fear in his mother’s voice. He shook himself slightly and looked at her, smiling slightly. “I’m fine,” he said, his voice steady. “Don’t worry about me so much Mom. I’m a survivor.”

        “I know,” Beth said, her smile bittersweet. “You’re a Witter.”

        Pacey stood silently for a minute and then took a deep breath. “Look, I’m gonna go for a walk. Is that okay?”

        “You want some company?” Beth asked hopefully.

        “Umm, next time?” Pacey questioned uncertainly. “I just… There are some things that I need to work out in my head.”

        “Oh…” Beth said, fighting to hide the hurt in her voice. “Sure… Call if you’re going to be too late.”

        “Okay,” Pacey said softly. “Bye.” He stood still for a moment and then turned abruptly and headed for the door.

        “Pacey?” Beth called. Pacey stopped and turned to look at his mother questioningly. “I love you,” she said. Her voice intense with emotion, conveying all of her love and worry in the only way that she could right now.

        Pacey smiled, his eyes shining with warmth. “I love you too, Mom. Don’t worry.” He looked at her for a second more and then turned and walked out into the night.

*~*DAVID’S APARTMENT*~*

                She came calling
                One early morning
                She showed her crown of thorns
                She whispered softly
                To tell a story
                About how she had been wronged
                As she lay lifeless
                He stole her innocence
                And this is how she carried on


        Pacey banged insistently on David’s door. “Dr. D! You in there!?” He knocked a few more times for good measure.

        “I’m coming, Pacey!” David yelled. “Hang on!” He threw open the door, his face barely registering any surprise at the sight of Pacey standing before him, stressed and out of control. “I thought you might be stopping by.” He motioned for Pacey to come in and shut the door. He led him into the living room and they sat down.

        “So you heard about Larry, then, huh?” Pacey said, looking at David uncertainly.

        David nodded. “I was going to come down to the station, but I decided that confronting Sally Anderson was something that you had to do on your own. I told your parents to let you know that I was here if you needed me.”

        Pacey nodded.

        “So, how did it go?” David asked.

        Pacey shrugged. “I don’t know. It felt good to confront her. To tell her that she couldn’t beat me, no matter what she did to me… And to walk away from her… To walk away… Show her that she didn’t break me.”

        “That sounds like a pretty good ending to me…”

        Pacey shrugged again.

        “What’s wrong?”

                Well I guess she closed her eyes
                And just imagined everything’s all right
                But she could not hide her tears
                ‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
                They were sent to wash away those years


        “It doesn’t change anything!” Pacey said, the words bursting from him almost angrily. “All of that… it doesn’t mean anything! It doesn’t… It doesn’t take away all those years. Nothing can take away those years!”

        “You’re right,” David said gently. “There is nothing that can take away those years, but to say that the realization that Sally Anderson can’t hurt you doesn’t change anything… well, that’s not true. It changes a lot. You can’t live in the past Pacey. You can’t let those years destroy your future.”

        “It’s just so hard,” Pacey said softly.

        “I know,” David said. “Life is hard.” Pacey was silent for a minute. David watched him for a minute puzzled by the look on his face. “What?”

        “I just don’t get it, Dr. D,” Pacey said softly, his voice almost defeated.

        “Get what?”

        “The point. I don’t get the point.”

        “Of?”

        “All of this. The pain, the anger, the hatred, the sadness…even the love… Just… life. I don’t get it.”

                My anger’s violent
                But still I’m silent
                When tragedy strikes at home
                I know this decadence
                Is shared by millions
                Remember you’re not alone
                Remember you’re not alone


        “I can’t explain the meaning of life to you, Pacey.”

        Pacey laughed slightly. “I know. I mean, you’re not the guru…”

        “The guru?”

        Pacey laughed again. “You know, the guy in those B.C. comics that sits on top of that really pointed mountain and dispenses advice to anyone willing to climb up and see him… Advice that, of course, only makes sense in retrospect…”

        “Ah yes, the guru,” David said, nodding his head. “No, I’m not the guru, Pacey. All I can tell you is that you’re thinking way too much. There’s no mystery there. All you really need to realize is that that point of life… is to live.”

        Pacey was silent for a moment. He stared at David seriously, a thoughtful look in his eyes. “The point of life… is to live?” He repeated. David nodded. Pacey looked at him silently for a while longer, nodding slightly, his face still thoughtful. All of a sudden, he burst out laughing, unable to keep a straight face any longer. “That has got to be the biggest load of crap I’ve ever heard! Do they teach you these things at shrink school?”

        David shook his head with bemusement. “You give a guy good advice…” Pacey looked at him doubtfully. “Just think about it, Pacey.”

        “I’ll think about it,” Pacey said. “But I want to go on record as saying that you’re insane.”

        “Works for me,” David said. They were silent for a minute. “How’s Joey?”

        Pacey took a deep breath. “Okay. He hurt her… but she’s okay. Dougie took her home…”

        “You haven’t gone to see her yet?”

        “I’m completely messed up, Dr. D. I… I just don’t know what to say to her. A psychopath attacked her because of me. How can I…”

        “Joey won’t blame you Pacey. Nobody will. You didn’t make Larry into what he is. And you didn’t do anything to put yourself into the situation you found yourself in. It’s not your fault. No one blames you.”

        “Sometimes I know that… Sometimes… Sometimes I even believe it.”

        “You know what I think? I think that Joey will help you a lot more than I can right now. She’s the one you want to see. She’s the one you need to see… So go see her, Pacey. There’s no one left out there that’s going to come after you. Larry and Sally are both behind bars. Go live your life.”

        Pacey laughed slightly. “Finally the shrink comes through with some good advice,” Pacey quipped. “I knew you had it in you somewhere!”

        “Funny,” David said, but he smiled. “Call me if you need to.”

        “Will do,” Pacey said, getting to his feet. “Thanks Dr. D.”

        “Anytime Pacey,” David said, getting up and walking Pacey to the door. He opened it and Pacey walked out. “Tell Joey I said hi.”

        Pacey grinned. “I will. Bye Doc.”

        “Bye Pacey.” He watched as Pacey left, smiling softly. They had come leaps and bounds since that first day in the hospital. It was far from over, but he could finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. He knew that Pacey was going to come out of this on top. He was going to make it.

                Well if you just close your eyes
                And just imagine everything’s all right
                But do not hide your tears
                ‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years


*~*POTTER B&B*~*

        Pacey walked around the corner of the B&B and stopped next to the porch. He watched as Joey ran across the grass with the puppy loping along after her. He vaguely registered the distant sound of thunder as a small smile spread across his face. She really was beautiful…

        He walked forward slowly and Joey slowed to a walk as she caught sight of him. “Hey,” she said softly.

        “Hey,” he said uncertainly. “How…” He stopped and looked down at his hands, suddenly worried that she would blame him for what had happened despite David’s reassuring words. “How are you?”

        “I’m fine,” Joey said reassuringly. “Just a little bump… I barely feel it…” She paused, looking at him carefully. “Are you okay?”

        Pacey looked up and Joey stepped forward in concern at the tears shining in his eyes. “Not so much,” Pacey said softly. “No, not really.”

                Well if you just close your eyes
                And just imagine everything’s all right
                But do not hide your tears
                ‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
                They were sent to wash away those years
                Maybe we can wash away those years


        “Pace…” Joey started putting her hand on his arm.

        “And it’s not anything that happened with Mama Sal,” Pacey said, anticipating her question. “She can’t do anything to me now… I know that… Even she knows that… It’s just…” He stopped, his voice choking off.

        “Let’s sit,” Joey said, taking his hand and leading him to the bench that sat in the yard. “Do you… Do you want me to call somebody. Dr. D?”

        Pacey laughed slightly. “I just went to see him… I’m being stupid…”

        “No!” Joey said insistently. “What’s going on?”

        “It’s just… I saw you… and it’s just… He hurt you, and…”

        “And he hurt you,” Joey said, understanding shining in her eyes. “But not just today… Pace, you have to stop holding it in. You just have to let it go. Really let it go. It’s over. He’s never going to hurt anyone again.”

                For we have crossed many oceans
                And we labor in between
                In life, there are many oceans
                And I hope I find the mean


        “I don’t know how…” Pacey said, his voice choking off. He placed his hands over his face and took a deep breath, fighting the tears.

        “Just stop,” Joey said gently. “Stop fighting it.”

        Pacey slowly lowered his hands and looked at Joey silently for a moment, many different emotions warring on his face. Finally his expression crumpled, a sound of pure pain breaking from him…and he let the tears come.

        Joey put her arms around him and pulled him close to her. “It’s going to be okay, Pace,” She whispered reassuringly. “You’re going to be all right. I’m going to be all right. We’re going to be all right. All you have to do is believe it.”

                Well if you just close your eyes
                And just imagine everything’s all right
                But do not hide your tears
                ‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years


        “How do I do that?” Pacey murmured. “How can I… I don’t know how to believe that…”

        “I don’t know, Pace,” Joey said softly. “I wish I could help you to believe, but... I just… I know that I believe it. It’s not always going to define you, you know. Those years? Eventually they’ll fade.”

        “Fade?” Pacey said doubtfully.

        “They’ll just wash away, Pace. They’ll fade away.”

        As if to emphasize her point, the wind blew the first drops of rain into their faces. They both looked up at the sky. “Looks like we’re in for a storm,” Pacey said, his voice almost detached.

        “Spring cleaning,” Joey said simply. Pacey looked back at her and smiled softly. “C’mon. I’ll race you to the house.”

                Well if you just close your eyes
                And just imagine everything’s all right
                But do not hide your tears
                ‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
                Maybe we can wash away those years
                I hope that you can wash away those years


        “I don’t think so,” Pacey said, getting to his feet. He helped her to her feet and swung her into his arms. “After all, you have a head injury.”

        “And you have 15 stitches in your arm,” Joey exclaimed, hitting him on the chest. “Put me down!”

        “Tsk, tsk, tsk, Miss. Potter!” Pacey exclaimed jokingly as he started carrying her towards the house. “Hitting an injured man!”

        Joey rolled her eyes. “Fine, but I’m not explaining to your parents how you ripped open your stitches!”

        “You’re a lightweight Potter. You’re not even straining them!”

        Joey shook her head, but she had to laugh. “You’re forgetting your dog.”

        Pacey laughed. “No worries. CJ knows which side his bread is buttered on. If you’d look over my shoulder you’d see him nipping at my heels.” Joey looked and sure enough the puppy was bounding happily after them. He had a little trouble with the stairs, but he was right behind them when Pacey opened the door and carried Joey into the house.

        “Which side his bread is buttered on?” Joey asked, fighting back a smile.

        “You don’t like my analogy?” Pacey asked, feigning hurt.

        “Oh no!” Joey exclaimed with a wink. “It’s a great analogy! Really!”

        “You know, for a concussion victim, you’re an awful smart aleck, Potter!”

        Joey laughed. “Yes I am. Now put me down!”

        “As you wish,” Pacey said. He lowered he slowly to the ground, her body brushing lightly against his. As her feet touched the ground, their eyes met and the laughter of the moment before was forgotten. Pacey raised a hand and touched her face gently. He ran his fingers down her cheek before tracing her lips.

        “Pace…” Joey said softly, leaning towards him.

        “MmHmm?” Pacey murmured.

        “Nothing,” she said, pressing closer to him. She put her arms around his neck and pulled him close. “Just kiss me.”

        Pacey hesitated for a moment, looking into her eyes uncertainly. It was almost as if he was fighting a battle in his mind… A battle between the pain and distrust of his past and the hope and trust that would give him a future.

        And then he kissed her, giving all of himself… his complete trust, to her.

        Joey sighed softly as his lips met hers, accepting what he offered and giving of herself, her own trust, in return. This was what it was all about. This is what she had been waiting for all her life. She parted her lips as Pacey deepened the kiss, warmth spreading through her.

        “Jo,” he whispered softly, his voice holding so much emotion that it almost hurt Joey to hear it. She leaned back and looked into his eyes and saw what she was feeling reflected there. She saw the love, the trust… the need and she knew what she wanted. What he wanted. She took his hand wordlessly and pulled him towards her room.

        Pacey resisted slightly, knowing what she was thinking. “But, Bessie? Bodie?” He whispered uncertainly.

        “They went to spend the night with Bodie’s Mom,” Joey said, her voice hushed.

        “She left you alone after what happened today?” Pacey asked, surprised.

        Joey shrugged. “Well, technically I’m staying with Dawson, but I wanted to be here in case you came to see me…”

        “But still…” Pacey said uncertainly.

        Joey stopped and looked at him, her gaze understanding. “I know what I want Pacey, but I don’t want more than you’re ready for… or more than I’m ready for…“ Pacey gazed at her silently, his gaze thoughtful. “What do you want, Pacey?”

        Pacey looked down and closed his eyes. He wanted her more than he had ever wanted anything in his life. “I just… I want to be close to you.” He looked up, his eyes meeting hers. The force of his gaze sent a shiver of anticipation through Joey. “I want to lose myself in you.”

        Joey smiled softly. “Then come,” she said, squeezing his hand.

        Pacey smiled at her and stepped forward. Together they entered her room, closing the door behind them. Closing the door on the past.

SnoozyC
Loves Pacey and Joey
Posts: 72
(9/7/03 9:56 am)
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Re: Chapter Eighteen: Wash Away Those Years
Awww *sniffle*

That was lovely and well worth the wait for such a sweet ending. I hope that Pacey can put the past behind him and move forwards with the help of Joey and Dr Dave :)

Looking forward to the epilogue!

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