Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch sometime
There's this one girl that I once thought was perfect that I actually asked her to marry me. Yeah, I love that girl. But right now I aint sure whether I loved her or love her. Anyways, even though I tried to win her heart, in the end I just felt that she wasn't really into to me.
And this is after buying her a shitload of gifts. Such as a brand new cellphone for her bday, paying phone bills for said cellphone, flowers almost every time I see her, and some other stuff. What made me realised that she wasn't into me was... well... the obvious one is that she never calls unless she wants something, be it an advice or just about anything. Even when she came down to KL from our hometown. (Oh, sorry, forgot to tell ya, this chick lives in my hometown and I am in KL.)
So there, I mean, girl knows guy likes her, drops down in KL where he lives and guess what, didn't even call the guy. Signs are damn obvious aint it? I'm ranting and rambling and repeating but hey, aint this is what it's all about?
Then she found out that I was gonna go to London on a vacation and she actually had the nerve, (after comin down to KL and not calling me) to ask for a motherload of gifts. Louis Vuitton handbag (However you spell it), Bally boots, brooches, rings, ear rings, necklaces. I just said no.
Now I wanna cut off her line. But crappy part is, I woke up this morning... and fuggit, I came to fucking realise out of no fucking rational reason... I actually miss that damn girl. Ahhh shit... Life is fucking irrational and it's a bitch. Or mebbe she's a bitch and I'm irrational.
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
Hey.. sore man... sore that all this happened... But u can't possibly change the past or change her right? It's just that sometimes... there are a few things that will fuck us upside down sometimes in our lifes...
Well... I did had the same feeling as you once.. did what i had to do.. and well.. i'm really happy now myself.. Well.. in a way.. IA, it's up to you to decide... if u wanna let go or still wanna hang on..
As what CK wrote.. do u still wanna be treated like this? Well.. i know how gals think.. cuz i am a GAL...!! Oh well... she's using you... sore to be harsh but.. ya she's using you.. your cash.. and well you...
Hey.. why don't you just chill out.. have a drink or two.. it might help u out... or party..
IA...
don;t waste your time on chicks like that man. it's not worth it. she's making use of u and squeezing every single cent out of u man. not good... not good babes...
Padawan of Corruption
Posts: 43
(28/7/05 20:08) Reply
Re: IA...
I know. Ahh well... like I said, it was just a phase. After work therapy I'm better now. Don't feel much about it. Guess it was just hormone imbalance, a touch of loneliness and a bloody weird dream that caused all of it to happen.
Re: IA...
Leave the relationship, knowing at least you did your part, you did your best....when I broke it off with Syl, he didn't really deserve it...but he came to see that at least he tried, which is more than I can say about myself.... Ah well, everyone makes mistakes.....
BTW, Syl,
Sadistique
See me, know me, like me, want me, need me, hold me, hug me, touch me, thrill me, kiss me, lick me, taste me, love me, keep me, own me, ride me, bite me, hurt me, burn me, cut me, slap me, hit me, beat me, maim me, cheat me, fight me, leave me, miss me, hate me, damn me, curse me, fear me, for I am eternal...
My VENGEANCE is all you've left me!
Re: IA...IA, what u need is to get into a proper relationship. looks like it has been a one sided relationship all this while.. it looked like both had feelings for each other, but shit, u were blinded with love.
next time, just watch out for the patterns and u'll know not to let it happen again.
if u wanna go drinking, the bottle of chivas is still sitting on my kitchen bar waiting for u guys
wat u waiting for?!! wait, don't answer that, my fault for being too busy... now i'm fine, less busy.. chivas, green tea, coke, and junk food. my place, let me know when
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
semalam ajak, tak nak i wanted to open bottle, tapi no one to drink that much with me. so i stuck with ladies nite drinks and besides, some of my regular friends there open bottles every nite, so i also minum at their table. hehehehehe
Padawan of Corruption
Posts: 64
(31/7/05 3:54) Reply
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
Thanks for support and for letting the peeps know about the off topic comment. And Syl, you know you can join me anytime I go out partying. And, again I state, Zeta Bar RAWKS!
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
Well, generally... Life is a bitch... So take it or leave it, that's the way the world works... Sigh...
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
When it's time to move on, move on.. don't hang on to the past. no matter how much u say u love or loved her, if it's not your fate to be together 'forever', then it's not yours to love in the first place.
Padawan of Corruption
Posts: 71
(2/8/05 9:57) Reply
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
heh, like i told ya. It was just a short phase coz I actually dreamt I went out on a date with her that morning. I woke up with that dream hangin on me head. And once I got to work, kinda buried everything in work and I forgot about it by the end of the day.
Besides, cutting off her phone line by this month if she still won't friggin answer my calls coz for me, I still want to end it nicely as friends.
C'est la vie and THREE CHEERS FOR BIGGA THAN A NIGGAH!
Re: Ugh.Life, Love & Irrationality. Aint it a bitch some
I support u all the way IA...! Well... it's the best way to end it.. Well.. a frinedly endin is good... Well.. hope that she picks up yer calls ler ya...!
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soulbreaker : Moi? love doctor?? think u got me wrong.. hahaha
IA : take things easy.. u tend to rush into things without really considering the consequences. suggest if u can, talk it out with her first. she's prob not very approachable about this matter, but u have to make her realise what her priorities are and your importance in her life, vice versa. also u may b giving her too much freedom, considering that she lives away. long distance relationship tends to be like that. my question is, has she ever really treated u like a proper boyfriend? have u both actually gone out, or even talk about settling down together?
it might help u out... or party..
i wanted to open bottle, tapi no one to drink that much with me. so i stuck with ladies nite drinks 
and besides, some of my regular friends there open bottles every nite, so i also minum at their table. hehehehehe 
Newayz.. sore to hear yer sad story... IA....
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