The Sadistic Demon 
BarbaRick
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(3/14/02 2:07 pm)
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Some poems, old and new
Written on a Drive Home
I wish I had a clone
So I could kill him
And see what I'll look like
when I'm dead
Bone fragments everywhere
There used to be cohesiveness
Skin cold and off the bone
More like plastic than anything
Oh, what solace depression provides!
Inactive, indifferent, inconsolable
Disconnected, disaffected, disappointing, disappointed
Defeated, deflated; I've disappeared
Without My Consent
I feel so filthy
unworthy of living
I'm unnecessary
in anyone's life
I wish I'd be eviscerated
That the sperm that spawned me
Had instead been masturbated
I never signed a release
I didn't ask to be here
I'm being held against my will
I hate the person I become
when placed in these situations
So although it's been a blast
I've tendered my resignation
12:20 pm, 10/8/01
I tell people that I'm fine
even though it isn't true
If you could see the scars I wear
I doubt you'd let me near a knife
If I could just get out of here
I think it all would be okay
I just want to take a break
and maybe later live my life
Ordinary
I don't like to face rejection
I wish that I could find acceptance
I think that I would be a good place to begin
I wish I didn't have distractions
I wish that I could trust my senses
My perception always plays me for a fool
If I could keep my concentration
Then there would be nothing to stop me
But it seems that I've been dealt a fatal hand
And if I overcome my demons
Will I be hailed as a victor
Or be considered just an ordinary man?
Interview
"So you got yourself addicted
(you worthless piece of sh it)
You fell so far, so quickly
How can you live with yourself?"
The truth is that I can't
And it's a chore to just wake up
And I no longer derive pleasure
From anything at all
I find no point in living
And my head is filled with questions
And if I were to die tomorrow
I'm afraid no one would weep
And I wish this race were over
But it's only just begun
And I wish that time would pass more quickly
But I don't get what I want
"I guess there's just two kinds of people. My kind of people and assholes. It's rather obvious which category you fit into. Have a nice day." - Mink Stole, Pink Flamingos |
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