It feels good to be back on my home planet. That doesn't mean that I don't miss you, because I do. I'm writing you to let you know that I have arrived safely. It appears word of my father disowning me hasn't reached the Ataka palace since I am very welcome here. Father hasn't been keeping in touch with the palace lately since he's obsessed with destroying his enemies in Limbo. Curat and Buffy haven't left my side since I left Limbo. Frankly, I'm getting annoyed with them breathing down my neck. Why did they have to take your orders so literally? I've forgotten what it's like to have privacy. At least they didn't come lay in my bed with me.
Right now I'm sitting up in my bed in my old room. I'd forgotten how huge this bed was until I climbed into it. Makes me feel like a little child again. You'd like it, cuz there's plenty of room for you to toss and turn in your sleep like you always do. Just teasing, love. Anyway, I'm tired. I'm going to rest up so I can get up early to begin my 'campaign' of sorts. Write back soon.
Things are about to get pretty exciting here. I'm working on having all those my father had falsely imprisoned. They had mated with non-Mimians, so he trumped up false charges against them, like having failed to pay taxes and embezzlement. It may take some time, but I may be able to overturn all of the false convictions.
Anyway, I get your drawing of me by Bedlama Lake. It's beautiful. Almost photographic. You're very talented. Write back soon. I miss you.
Goki
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(1/10/03 4:12 pm)
Love letters
Dearest Goki,
Sorry I haven't been able to write before now. We had a minion influx and so we were out killin' em.
I'm glad t' hear yer doin' good there. I miss ye too luv, so much. Course, Spike got yer father. poured sugar in one of his cars' gas tanks. Ticked him off but ah, ye know Spike.
Things are hoppin about here. We're helpin' the good guys with the mob an' raisin' some cain for kicks. I'm workin' on a another picture of ye. This one at home where ye were learnin' t' use Connor's sword. I'll try t' wite soon an' let me know if ye need anythin'. Gods above know I have the money. Love ye an' miss ye much.
Yours Eternally,
Angelus
PS: If you need a place t' send yer freed people or anythin', Darius says t' call Ares.
A.
I got your last letter. Tell Spike what he did to my father was cruel, but he probably deserved it. Anyway, what else has been going on in Limbo? I was able to free several of the falsely convicted prisoners. They all asked about where thier loved ones were, but I didn't want to tell them what happened to them at first. I couldn't lie, though. My father had them jettisoned out of a space ship. Of course I got a bad reaction from them. I tried to let them know I had nothing to do with their deaths and that I regret what was done to them. Someo f them understood. Others wished I had just left them to rot in prison because everything that was dear to them was taken away.
I held back my emotions until I got back to the palace. I just couldn't stop crying. I feel so horrible over that the MATI has done to these people. I feel even worse knowing I was once a part of that. If I hadn't met you I would still be helping commit these attrocities. Well, things are going to change now that I've come to my senses. Because of this I know my life will be in grave danger. In spite of this, I know I will be fine. We'll see each other again, I promise. I just don't want you to interfere right now because I know how you tend to get carried away when it comes to protecting me.
All in all, I love you with all my heart.
Goki
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(1/10/03 8:55 pm)
Goki Angelus love letters
Goki,
BE CAREFUL!
now that I've said that, let me be mushy. I miss you more every minute. And I hope you don't shut me out of this completely. I would feel useless if you didn't let me help.
Regards to how you feel, you should have seen ANgel adn I when the soul first came back before we were seperated. i think we cried for a month straight. If'n ye ever need to talk, you know where we are.
Also, when the time comes, perhaps you would introduce me to thses people so they see you aren't your father.
Anyhow, how goes it there? I do miss you luv. more than I can say.
I've finished your new portrait. I'm enclosing it with this letter.
Love, please, be careful. I really would hate to have to hurt everyone in your father's palace if anythign happened to yu.
Yours Eternally, Angelus
I can't take it anymore. Buffy and Curat are driving me nuts! I'm surprised I can get anything done with them following me so close that they're almost up my ass. Don't they realize I'm a trained assassin, warrior, and spy? They really should stop babying me!
Anyway, those who are close freinds of my parents (MATI members of course), are starting to catch on that I'm no longer buying into their rhetoric. Seeing Buffy, a human, with me, was a dead giveaway. My family believes it's all right to do business with non-Mimians, but it's not ok to be friends or mate with them. They believe it undermines our culture and threatens our security. I was raised to think theses things, but no more. One of the public officials asked me poignantly, yet respectfully, if I was, Vasah forbid, mated with Buffy. (Those were his words, not mine). I chuckled and told him 'no'. He seemed relieved until I told him about you. He was totally flabbergasted and speechless. Then he began to babble about my actions being the beggining of the fall of the House of Ataka. Whatever. I know I am father's only son, but I'm not his only heir. My sister could find a mate and have a son in no time.
Speaking of my sister, how is Tifa? Has she left the MATI yet? As for me, I'm going to have to go undergruond now that the MATI here know I'm no longer with them.
I love you,
Goki
P.S.- The drawing o f me with the sword is great!
Edited by: Detia1 at: 1/26/03 8:44:56 pm
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(1/11/03 9:12 pm)
Goki Angelus Love Letters
Goki-Love,
Don't fear much. I'm always there in yer heart. Ye can call me through the blood if'n ye need me an' I'll be there. Next person that asks about me ye can tell em I'm not human an' only partially alive an' if'n they want to die slowly and painfully they can keep on pushin' ye. yer mate has always been known as the Master of Pain.
I've spoken t' Buffy adn Curat. they'll back off a touch now. I'm sorry they gave it away but I love ye so much an' I wanted ye safe. Coulda been worse. I coulda sent Will. Ye should tell 'em next time Buffy is yer Body Guard an' that they don't call her Slayer for nuthin'.
I'm glad ye liked yer new picture. I love drawin' ye. I'm thinkin' of doin' one not preposed but from my mind. I used to do those well. Is there anyway you'd like me to draw ye?
Tifa met Ares an' he slammed her with the knowledge of what the hatred yer father has leads to. now all we can do is wait and hope. If need be, we can ask hades to show her the sould of those who died becusae of hate.
I love ye more 'N' anythign adn I can't say enough be careful. Call me my heart. You know yer the closest I've had to a real heart in centuries an' I'll gaurd ye forever.
Yer's Eternally,
Angelus.
Things are quiet now that I'm laying low. Gotta plan my next move. As for your next drawing, I'd like to see a picture of our first night together. You know when I was facing away from you and you had your arms wrapped around me. I felt so safe with you. Like I had not a care in the world. I didn't have to worry about saving face because with you I can be myself. Before I met you, I held back my true feeling from my parents. To think they meant me to be a spy on you and the others. They never expected me to fall in love with you. I'm looking forward to your next drawing, dearest.
Goki
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(1/11/03 9:30 pm)
Goki Angelus Love Letters
Goki,
I was touched by yer last letter. I've sent the preliminary drawin' t' ye fer yer approval. I'm horrid at my own face but I'm gettin' better wi' practice. I loved ye the moment I saw ye but Darius said I had t' wauit until ye were ready. yer parents were fools luv. yer spirit was strong enough t' call even me an as Jenny told ye the one time, I was a cold harded bastard for years.
I love ye more everyday love, never doubt that.
Yers,
ANgelus.
PS. Have Buffy adn Curat obeyed me an' backed off?
A.
Buffy and Curat have finally gotten off my back. What a relief. Also, the preliminary sketch looks very good. Can't wait to see the finished drawing. Sometimes I wish I was as talented as you. I have a favor to ask of you. Could you ask sean if he would come help the former prisoners I freed? I'm not very good with conforting and couselling people who have experienced such tragedy.
I just discovered that a couple members of the High Counsil (Chitau) of Tch country have contacted my father and informed him of what I have done so far. I know he has to be furious, but I'm not sure what type of action he will take. he may put a bounty on my head and have me shipped back to Limbo for 'reprogramming.' Don't worry. I doubt they'll ever find me. And if they do, I doubt they'll be able to capture me. I've been trained by Tkla Ataka, the most elusive figure in all of the Planet of the Mimes. Ironic but true. If you don't hear from me for a while, don't panic. That will just mean I'm about to make my next major move.
Goki
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(1/12/03 8:52 pm)
Goki ANgelus Loveletters
Goki,
Beloved, Imzadi, Acushla, Be verra careful. yer fayther has been a right bastard. Will decked him on patrol the othernight. Slayerboy knocked a tooth out. Yer dad was pissed. He called us corrupting, mixe breeded bastards. never saw Will get that pissed.
He put a price on yer head but I superceeded it. AS I said before we called Ares for Tifa. no one is stupid enought to go near my mate. he wants you dead, he'll have to do it himself.
I know yer a well trained assassin an' all but yer still my mate. An' this is why I sent buffy with ye. She'll kill for ye lad. As hse would fer me. Never doubt that. Yer safety is paramount to me now. Spike can andle the minions. Sean is comin' on the next flight. Angel is his protection. I'm workin' on a way to deal with yer father. I've sent the finished drawin'. Did this one in color love.
Yer my Eternity,
Angelus
I'm not surprised father put a bounty on my head, but I doubt greatly that he wants me dead. Strange as it sounds, I believe my father loves me and wants the best for me. And in his twisted mind, being rid of the half-breeds, mongrels, and infidels is what's best. On top of that, I doubt greatly that he would want to kill his only son. His first wife, Fikkia, can no longer bear children, and I doubt my mother (his second wife) will be having anymore babies.
I've been trying to get in touch with Amaryo Wek, the head of the Intergalactic Rainbow Coalition. He hasn't gotten back to me for some reason. Perhaps it's because of who I am related to. My mother and father and my mother's frist mate helped destroy his family. I can undertand why he wouldn't trust me. I'll try to write again soon.
Goki Angelus Loveletters
Dearest Goki,
If you'd like. I could send a letter to the head of the Rainbow COalition. Perhaps arrange a meeting. I've a feeling if they knew yer chosen mate was not Mimian, it might help them see.
In other news, Yer father is a crackpot luv, he took a shot at me last night. I guess he missed the UNdead thing eh? Anyhow, if you don't want him dead, I wont kill him. I love you my mate. I sebnt the picture here, hope it's okay. I think though you need a go between wi' this coalition thing. Or change yer name. In good news, Tifa is doin' better after her shock at World War II on earth, she cried for hours. Like ye. Hitler is an ultimate evil in muh father's eyes. An' you know if Ares hates someone, they are bad.
I love you Goki, let me know if'n ye'd like me or Darius to contact the Rainbow COalition fer ye. Set up a meetin'. We are clan luv, and yer a part of it now too.
Yers Eternally,
Angelus
I think you contacting Master Amaryo Wek is an excellent idea. I know he will listen to you. Your talking to him will at least help me get my foot in the door. I cannot bring back the family my parents have destroyed, but perhaps I can help further the IRC's cause.
Living on the run has not been easy. I've had to alter my appearance. I've dyed my hair black and have brown contacts. The average Tch has blond hair and blue eyes. My disguise should allow me to come out int he open more often. I hate having to hide. Makes me feel like such a coward. Write back soon, dearest and tell me how your talk with Amaryo went.
Goki Angelus Loveletters
Goki,
Do yer people have any medications for strokes? I went t' meet master Wek adn when I told him who I was...Oh, man imzadi, ye should ha' seen his ruddy face. He's willin' t' listen as long as it's through me or one of the other clansmen. he says if'n ye change yer name hed understand ye want nothin' more t'do wi' yer family. he also knows ye canna raise the dead. I could but only if'n I bit em first.
Love, dearest of all in my heart, I should tell ye, I'm not sure how yer lookin wi' muh hair an' eyes. it souds interestin but I think I'll keep ye the same in my drawin's.
I came up wi' a way t' kill yer mum. Show her the last drawin' I did of us together after our first night.
Anyhow, I now livi' on the run is hard. I'm the guy who fed off rats for 80 years. I know what it feels t' give up everythin' ye thought ye knew and run fer the unknown. Remember, if'n ye need me t' call through the blood.
I'm workin' on makin' it clear ther will be no prostitution nor drug rings in my territory. I'm afraid if'n yer da' doesn't get it through that Pig iron hard head of his that I'm not playin there will be a blood bath. not t' worry about our family, most of us get up again.
I love ye Imzadi,
yers Eternally,
Angelus.
PS, Tifa sends her love adn thinks my Grandfather Hades is neat. Or maybe it's his ruddy three headed dog? How old did ye say she was nayway?
A.
Re: Goki Angelus Love letters
Hello, lover. Sorry I haven't written in a while. As for your last letter, out of respect for my sister, I will not reveal her age. I'll just say that she's been an adult for quite some time. Heh. I know this is going to sound strange to you, but I miss my mother and father. I know the ideals they raised me upon were not very good and turned out to be counter productive. However, I can't deny that they tried thier best to give me the best of everything. My only hope is that they would both give up the hate for non-Mimians. I am glad that my sister has come around to the side of peace and decency. Perhaps now she can rekindle her romance with the Copper Kidd. They had once been a couple until he found out about her being a part of the MATI. I hope he will be able to forgive her. It probably won't be easy for him. I've found it hard to forgive myself for the pain and suffering I've caused.
Sometimes I can't believe you looked beyond my past and loved me anyway. That was a very humbling experience for me. I should be coming out of hiding again soon. Until then, stay strong and stay beautiful.
Areschilde2002
Unregistered User
(1/26/03 8:49 pm)
Goki Angelus love letters
Goki,
I understand how ye feel about yer parents. I staked my own bloody sire adn I miss the psychotic B*(%^. I can tell ye how I could look past yer upbringing adn past. Remeber who I used to be love. Remeber it well. I used to have appelations like Scourge, butcher, Dahgerously Psychotic...I know about bein on the dark side. I was lalowed into the light because people did for me what I've done fer ye. Ye know Ripper? Ethan's mate? I tortured him for a day adn a half once. ANd yet he forgave me. Accepted me.
Yer sister is seein' the Kidd now. He came to see Will adn found out. He's been beautiful in helpin' her.
In other news. Sean should be on yer planet soon. I may be with him beloved. I miss ye so much an' I don't know how much longer I can jkeep from being by yer side. Besides which, Master Wek has asked to see us together. I've enclosed a new picture. Our first kiss as Ethan brought the image up fer me. That man is a bloddy marvel in memory magics. Faith got here to pick up Buffy's slack. Wes, her watcher, almost took out one of those frieds of yer fathers. Wes can pin a fly by it's wings to a wall with a crossbow. not a man ye want annoyed wit' ye.
I love you Imzadi, my eternity,
Yer Angelus
Before you read this, you must make up in your mind you will hold back your temper. Something has happened, but you must keep your cool. I saw my mother and we talked about things. She told me that she's very hurt and upset that I have turned my back on the MATI and my family. I had to explain to her it was what the MATI stood for that I abandoned, not my family. I will always love my family no matter what. They are a part of me. Without my parents I would not be. She said she wanted desperately to return to the House of Ataka to take my rightful place. She said it was imperative. When I asked why, she gave me shocking news. She told me my father has fallen ill. The doctors have been unable to determine what it is. If they don't find out what it is and find a cure, he may die soon. My mother begged me, sobbing and crying out for me to go back to my father and reconcile. I tell you, I'm tempted to do so. I know you might not understand this, but I love my father. I hate the things he has taught me, but I cannot bring myself to hate him. There is so much I want to do here on the home world, yet I feel in my heart time is short. I'm struggling with the decision to go or stay. I know my father views me as a traitor to my kind, but I want to tell him I love him before he dies. I know this is probably something you don't want to hear, but I cannot lie to you, my love. I could send a message to him thorugh Pijol, but I want to tell him face to face. Whatever my decision, I must make it soon.
Goki
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(2/2/03 8:53 pm)
Gokigelus loveletters
Goki,
my beloved, I know how yer feelin' Wait a day fer me t' come t' you adn I'll go with ye. not to yer father's rooms but I'LL stand by ye. I know the wish t' reconcile adn I think ye should see him. But nt alone. my dearest one, I know ye love yer family adn I'll stand by that. I love my family too. I wish t' be with ye when ye go because I love ye too much t' allow ye t' do this on yer own. Twill be hard muh love. Teil be so hard. Let me be with ye fer this. Let me give ye muh strnegth.
Yers,
ANgelus
When I read your last letter, I couldn't hold back my tears. They weren't tears of saddnes, but of release.To know that you'll be there for me no matter what has touched me. I know I put up a strong front most of the time. I'm known for my stoic, unreadable expression. I take after my father, who taught me any display of emotion is a sign of weakness in a nobleman. But when I'm with you I can allow myself the freedom to express what I am feeling. I know you love me, but sometimes I don't realize how deep that love is. I guess the stresses of life I've been having lately have made me a little too focused on myslef instead of us. I must be honest with you. I can't see myself being any other way with you, lover. I need you. I know it may seem like a weak thing to say, but I do. I'm trying to be strong, but it's not easy. I considered distancing myslef from you and going it alone because I didn't want you to see the hurt I'm going through. Now I realize that was very selfish of me. Those who love you are supposed to be there for you. They are supposed to lighten the load and share the burden. I was a bit suprised by your offer to accompany to my father's side. I realy thought you would protest. But you are so understanding. Your support has deepened my love for you. What would I do without you? I don't even want to imagine. I am weak in spirit now so I need you more than ever. If anyone can help heal my wounded soul it's you.
Love you forever,
Goki
Areschilde
Unregistered User
(2/2/03 9:15 pm)
Goki/Angelus loveletter
Goki,
I'm on my way now so ye'll be seein' me soon. Angel is goin' t' watch Limbo fer us. I'm bringin' Wes with me as he knows the feelin' of bein' told Noblemen and Watchers apparently, don't show emotion. the first time he laughed it was a bloody miracle.
My, love, I know I don't always say it but I love ye more than anythin' I don't say it becasue I suck at words. Is why I draw so much. yer mother may die when she meets me luv, but I will be with ye adn I pity anyone who gets in my way. Sean will be comin' as well adn I'll arrange the meetin' with Master Wek while I'm there. I love ye Goki,
Yers eternally and seein' ye soon,
Angelus
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