I know your pain. I've been there as well. I'm sure we'll both feel this way again. But don't say you want to die . . .please. I've known two people who went that route and the hurt still hangs on me like a curse. If you are young, times will get better with age, I promise. They did for me. Those lonely old nights aren't easy to take, but be strong because in your heart you know hope won't die.
Please e-me back if you want to, I'll always be here, I check this site daily. mosihasteeen@prodigy.net is my address.
Brightest Blessings in Christ,
Tim