Depression (Cont...)
Michael made his way up the road still with the Daily Prophet in hand. It was his fault they were dead, They had said for him to come home for christmas but he wanted them to be here. They were to stay at Hogsmeade and leave about half way through the year as the house was having work done to it. Tears began to pour down his face again at the thought, No I can't think of them! I can't! I need to be strong! I can pretend everythings okay! Can't I? Thought Michael. He then just began to run, he ran for five minutes before he sat down on a naerby rock to rest when someone tapped him on the shoulder. "Are you okay?" asked ____
--'Even The Smallest Person Can Change The Course Of The Future.'-Galadriel, LOTR--
*Pieter had followed Micheal, he was one of his closest friends in Hogwarts. He never met his parents, but he felt really bad, seeing Mikey like this...*
Re: Depression (Cont...)
"Little better, It's just hard to believe that one day they were coming here to stay and then today they are not." sid michael hoarsly, his throat was soar. He looked down the path and saw Peregrin walking up the path "Can we just walk up the path a bit more because here comes Peregrin." But too late, Peregrin saw them...
--'Even The Smallest Person Can Change The Course Of The Future.'-Galadriel, LOTR--
Re: Depression (Cont...)
Peregrin strolled down the road, a slightly absent look on his face. His clothes looking decidedly worn, and slightly dark smudge marks under his eyes. Walking quickly and with a purpose, he needed to get something from a shop he had found down here.
Spotting 2 Gryffindors sitting at the side of the road and looking at them with hazel eyes that almost seemed dead in some way, he sighed, knowing he really shouldn't but not really able to resist it.
"heh...shouldn't you boys be up practicin flyin...maybe dodgin a few bludgers...or actually figurin out how to hit them?" he asked lightly, but without any sign of his humour on his face...he was well practised at making things seem like he wasn't joking around...
"Then you should have died! Died rather than betray your friends" ~Sirius Black~
Re: Depression (Cont...)
"WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO LEAP OFF THE NORTH TOWER!" shouted michael suddenly, this must have struck peregrin as srange as his face moved, He caught site of the daily prophet on the floor whih he picked up and read...
--'Even The Smallest Person Can Change The Course Of The Future.'-Galadriel, LOTR--
Re: Depression (Cont...)
Peregrins face had moved, into a slight smile at a feeble retort...though it was a little more emotional than he would have thought. Eyes flicking to a now slightly dirtied not in the best of condition Daily Prophet. "already did today, its good for practicing broom skills..." he muttered dryly looking the paper over and swallowing the rest of his retort.
...In the terrible train accident three members of the influential Phoenix family died, as stated before. Micheal Phoenix, their son, who currently attends Hogwarts, has not yet been notified, a surprise as he should have been the first to know, an unknown Death eater is probably...
Being the notice that he read first. Blinking rapidly at the paper,
"erm....hmm..." he blinked again, nipping his lip and feeling rather sheepish and not too happy he had just interuppted.
((erm.......yeah......Peregrin *scratches head* he's 'like an onion'......just like ogres.....*higgles and refers to Shrek with glee*))
"Then you should have died! Died rather than betray your friends" ~Sirius Black~
Re: Depression (Cont...)
*Pieter looked at the Slytherin Prefect, he only noticed a small change of emotion. This wasn't the time to be here when you where no friend of Micheal.*
Pieter: *makes a good effort at trying to remain calm* "As you may have read, Blackstaff, people have died, people Micheal loved, something you should find hard to understand. So if you don't mind."
*Pieter still couldn't stand that Slytherin, feeling a small urge to continue the now almost forgotten Gryffindor-Slytherin 'war'.*
Re: Depression (Cont...)
Victor walked up the path toward Hogsmeade. He noticed a group of guys standing on the road ahead and as he got closer he could make them out as Peregrin, Micheal, and Pieter. He ran up to them,not hearing any of their conversation and said "Hey guys whats up?"
When noone said anything, Victor's eyes shifted to the paper Peregrin was holding. He read the article over Peregrin's shoulder. He immediately looked at Micheal "Oh dude I'm so sorry." he said, his smile immediately dropping.
Maybe, just once, someone will call me "sir" without adding, "you're making a scene."
*another person*
Rhiannon walked up the road, watching four figures come into view. Ack- Pieter was there. He's stalking me, Rhiannon thought. In actuality, it appeared at the moment she was stalking him, even though she wasn't. Victor was there...and Michael. Rhiannon tried hard not to glare at Peregrin, because she sensed the tension in the air. Not saying anything, she walked over and put a hand on Michael's shoulder. She had read the paper this morning. Not quite sure what to say, she forced a smile on his behalf, trying to be comforting.
*Ponders Sommat*
Now I usually never really jump in on posts, in a full OOC but is it just me or is this a 'Lets Pick On the Slytherin Prefect Thread', cos like I understand he was asked into this, but like....he can't breath in this thread, I think the only person *not* wanting to be really mean to him in this post is Victor...and I ponder thats cos he actually knows him...I just...I have just never seen so much Hostility, and Pieter I would think after the rescue...you'd be a bit more passionate towards Peregrin, your character would know he's not a mean hearted person thing....but maybe its just me.
I mean if you wanted to be mean to him, give him a real reason....everyone is like wanting to hurt him like he actually insulted Mikeys parents....he had *no way* of knowing....but I am gonna shut up now and wander away cos like yeah, I think you guys need to think this through a bit more before posting stuff like this.
Carm.
"I've lost enough children in my lifetime, I'll not lose you, not today and not to them." - Tomal Saichairi: The Immortal One -
Re:Answer to *Ponders Sommat*
OOC I had an idea that I thought may work and I invited Peregrin in so we could have a go at this Idea. Sorry if it seemed mean but Michael is grief stricken so he is gonna be kinda snappy. Sorry.
IC Michaellooked to his left and right, tears seemed to blur his vision but he could tell by sense he had true friends around him. It was like having a second family, but that didn't help. THEY were dead, his family by blood. "Thanks." whispered Michael still hoars "Can we carry on going for a bit, I am starting to think to much about how this is my fault." His face fell again.
"Why would this be your fault?" Asked Victor
"Because...Because...Because I wanted them up here for Christmas but they wanted me down there, Dad was gonna come up after new year anyway so I said come up for Christmas and they did but they went back down south again for some reason and they were coming up again when...when...when...they......" He put his face in his hands, his head hurt and he felt dizzy, he lent forward and fell off the rock he was sitting on and landed on the floor hard...
OOC2 I hope you like it!
--'Even The Smallest Person Can Change The Course Of The Future.'-Galadriel, LOTR--
((sorry, I'm not a follower but I easily get the moods of the people around me, and mostly longer, part of my very strange, although I say so myself, personality. Sorry, maybe I make my character too much like me in real.))
*Pieter was really sad himself, he wanted his family to come over too, so he could be in Hogwarts and his family would be there during the holidays. But instead he went too see them as they have a very busy schedule.*
Pieter: "Mikey, I'm very sorry, but it isn't your fault, things like that can happen, everyone wants to see his family when it's Christmas or when the new year starts. They said a death eater probably caused it, he's to blame, not you, you will only make yourself feel worse..."
((although I hate having to play mushy, I would scream in anger when my folks died. But yeah))
Re: Re:Answer to *Ponders Sommat*
Rhiannon sighed deeply, thinking of her own parents, or lack there of. She stared down at the dirt, just willing herself to speak. It wasn't working. She couldn't be depressed. It was her job to be happy and uplifting. You could cut the tension in the air with a knife, and Rhiannon was beginning to feel very uncomfortable. She was used to situations like this, but she liked them no better.
::You may think you see who I really am::
::But you'll never know me:: ~Reflection~
*distant*
Rhiannon looked up at Michael, and nodded, her eyes somewhere distant and far away. Everything was rushing back. Forcing a weak smile, Rhiannon patted her stomach.
"I've got a sudden craving for butterbeer."
Re: *distant*
"Maybe it will do me some good, but I gotta send an Owl to my friend James, tell him the news. I may find out if I can take some time to go home and visit my Granparents. But I got the house here too, This is gonna be hard!" despaired michael in a strained voice
--'Even The Smallest Person Can Change The Course Of The Future.'-Galadriel, LOTR--
Re: *distant*
"Me too, my treat, if there's sadness it's even worse when it's quiet."
*Pieter hit his money bag, showing it was filled with bronze, silver and golden coins, dying to be spend to something useless. They slowly began moving towards The Three Broomsticks.*
((Maybe we should continue this in the three broomsticks or maybe someone has an intervention in mind?))
Re: *distant*
OOC I think we should go to the 3 broomsticks
IC "Yeah sure, I can't sit here all day and I am sure there will be no big reminder of my parents there so I may be lucky to be happy for about five minutes." said michael
"Redemption Needs To Be Earned, It Isn't Free."-Will Riot
Depression (Cont...)
Celestina walked slowly down the streets, that were lined with shops. She was alone, and munching on a chocolate frog she had just purchased at Honeydukes (along with another bag full of candy and some things from the joke shop) She spotted a group of people, and she knew them. She smiled and walked up to them..but seeing a look of sadness upon every face, she quickly stopped smiling.
"Whats wrong guys?" she asked, her green eyes darting toward a copy of The Daily Prophet that Peregrin held in his hands. She read the headline (erm...cant think of a headline..this is why I will not be choosing a career as a reporter) and she looked back up at Micheal, with sadness in her eyes. "Micheal...Im..sorry!" she said, and she wrapped her friend in a comforting hug. "Are you alright?" she asked letting him loose of her tight grip.
The look of loss on Micheals face, reminded her of how hard it was to adapt to not having parents. She bit her lip, and started feeling very awkward about just walking in on what was obviously a tough moment. "Ill just go then.." she half stuttered out the sentence.
(TAG...corny post errhh **curses homework to hell** Yesh...Peregrin..what about Cakes , cakes have layers! And everybody likes cakes!!! HAve you ever met someone and u offered them cake and they say "Hello no I dont like no damn cake!" nope everybody likes cakes..but you dont wanna be some smelly onion eurgh! LOL **loves Shrek and is going to watch it now**)
"Hi Celest!" Rhiannon said, giving her a 'don't start it again' look. "We were just about to raid the town for butterbeer...wanna come?" Rhiannon asked, regaining her perkiness.
::You may think you see who I really am::
::But you'll never know me:: ~Reflection~
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