wingsong Queen of the Damned Mod
Posts: 591
(10/22/02 3:37 am) Reply
Boy problems again
Well Raymond and I made a comitment to each other that we wouldn't see anyone else. But the thing is he doesn't even want to hang out with me much I mean how can someone be your boyfriend and not come and visit on a whim. Its still the same old come and visit Kendell on Wed and friday...well a few weeks ago I went to nelson and he went to ChCH and he came back all different! I dunno what his mates said to him or what but @#%$ it isn't fair he is either there for me 100% or I can go see other people. I still have feelings for someone else anyways so it's just mental cause he doesn't seem to want to play with me anymore...would much rather take Kendell for the weekend and let me play with my friends. Which is dumb and cool. I love the break but I miss him!
I think I will talk to him tomorrow about it being his "WEDNESDAY" so I guess i wllill sort it out but it is hard cause I have never been one to deal with my problems out in the open with people I love
I know. Things like this are so hard. The only thing I can tell you is to do what your heart says. That will leave no regrets and will make you the happiest in the long run.
GypsyDancer The Belly Dancing Crazy Hit Pony Admin
Posts: 296
(11/13/02 8:22 pm) Reply
Re: Boy problems again
I hate to burst into the scene and not know what is exactly going on but if I knew more I would help. I just hope that boys aren't stressing you out too much because I don't think alot of them are worth it. Either they want to be with you or not. Simple as that.
wingsong Queen of the Damned Mod
Posts: 609
(11/14/02 2:26 am) Reply
Re: Boy problems again
Ok so I am chicken and haven't talked to him yet but I think tomorrow is it. I don't think I am atracted to Ray anymore and keep getting a closer bond with the other guy (not doing anything) and Ray is still on the same buzz. doesn't want to stay anymore and all I think is stuff it. I have tried to hold the relationship together but the way it's going I just don't want to waste my time and effort trying to make it more than what it is. We get along fine and friends and when he takes kendell she loves it. so it's all good, just have to get my act together and sort it out. Don't know what to say though. I am gonna go with whatever pops into me head at the time...and hope for the best. Wish me luck guys
Boy problems again
I mean how can someone be your boyfriend and not come and visit on a whim. Its still the same old come and visit Kendell on Wed and friday...well a few weeks ago I went to nelson and he went to ChCH and he came back all different! I dunno what his mates said to him or what but @#%$ it isn't fair he is either there for me 100% or I can go see other people. I still have feelings for someone else anyways so it's just mental cause he doesn't seem to want to play with me anymore...would much rather take Kendell for the weekend and let me play with my friends. Which is dumb and cool. I love the break but I miss him! 
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